|"John Chatting on Ham Radio" 30" x 24" oil on canvas|
John's Story in his words:
My parents and I first learned that I had NF in 1957. It was not called NF at that time it was called Von Recklinghausen’s disease. It was that year that I had my first tumor removed. It was on my collar bone. I have one brother four years older than I and he does not have NF. My Mom and Dad also do not have NF.
|Prep sketch and underpainting for|
John Chatting on Ham Radio - 30" x 24"
Other than the few operations that I had to remove tumors, I made it through school OK. It was 1969, I was graduating from high school and the draft was on. I was a low number and felt that I should go sign up and serve my country. I had a background in electronics and had my Ham Radio License. I took a test at the military base and they told me they would send me to radio school. I was glad to hear that news. They then sent me for my departing physical. As soon as the doctors seen me they said I could not be in the military because of my condition. I was kind of let down felt rejected or less than. Most guys in the 1960’s were trying to get out of the draft, Strange me wanted to join and see some of the world. This was my first big let because of NF.
I then went into a local electronics school for two years 1969 to 1971. When I finished school I started my own business installing security and fire alarm systems. In 1972 I married my bride Gladys. Through this work I did knew people on the Fire Department and heard that they were hiring. I filled out the application and I got the job as a Firefighter that was in 1973. I still ran my business part time. Also that year I took some classes and became an E.M.T. I was thrill, despite my condition I was moving forward in my life.
In 1974 my wife Gladys and I had our first child a little girl we named Jennifer. Then in 1977 our son Patrick was born.
|Patrick John Walsh - In Memoriam|
I also had to sell my alarm business, because I could not work. I was told that I was permanently disabled. I did collect for a while and kept forcing myself to do more. I was finally able to get a light duty job in a factory repairing machines. This condition was not going to keep me down. I would have more tumors removed during the 1980’s each time I worried what would happen if I could not work again. I found an answer to this and went back to school part time 1993 while working full time. There were many things going on in my life and another disease that I have started to kick in big way. That was my alcoholism. I drank very heavily for many years and I was not only hurting myself but also my family and friends. I finally realized that this was not an answer to my problems. It was only creating more problems with my health and my family and friends. I stopped drinking in 1997. I did try AA, but for some reason it did not work for me. I just had to wake up and see what was going on in my life and those around me. Our son Patrick told me just before he passed away in 2010, that he was proud of me for not drinking with everything that was going on with him. In 2002 I earned a B.A. from the University of Massachusetts. Through those years I would have several more operations. During one operation to remove a tumor from my leg, that was going to be same day surgery, I woke up 3 days later in the I.C.U. I had another type of tumor on my pancreas called a Pheocromacytoma. I was told they lost me on the operating table and had to bring me back. This Phoe tumor was removed a few weeks later.
|John Walsh - Many Faces of NF |
At this time in my life I am still able to work in the maintenance trades. If anything happens I do have my B.A. in Sociology / Social Services where I can use my mind if I cannot do physical work anymore. I do have some tumors on my body that give me pain. The worst one is on the sciatic nerve in my left hip. At times it gives me great pain mostly it happens when I sit for over an hour and a half. I have been told many years ago that it is inoperable.
For now I mainly worry about Jen and all others suffering from NF. I also have to worry about Gladys as she has to deal with the loss of Patrick from NF and I worry about Jen each day. I hope that the doctors and research can help all of us with NF and that they find new methods to help all those with NF and their families. I’m hoping that the research that I was part of will help find new methods for treating those with NF.